Ah, yes, thank you! I'm a little embarrassed that it took being sad in a semi-public way to get to a point where I could move on and start over! It's so hard physically throwing something away that you've worked hard on, and then to have to contemplate finding that same emotional energy/investment to start over...

I think it's mostly embarrassing because, yeah, it was actually really easy to start over and I'm progressing so quickly now. The depth of angst here seems unwarranted haha